Just me being curious

What do you want?

And the list comes straight back: job security, more money, a better house, a great holiday, to be happy …

What do you want?

I want to be embedded in nice things. I want to have an easy life. I want things and stuff to come to me. I want to stay here and be bound to my stuff, my things, my comfort, my security, my ease. Is that too much to ask?

In and of this world. Bound and gagged. Afraid and timid. Scared of things that go bump in the night. What if … all this disappears … I lose my job … I lose my family … I lose my comfortable life … what if God takes all of this away from me … what if God wants what I don’t … what if I followed God from a safe distance …

What…

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